have u guys ever felt that u have loved so much and u have gave them alot like ur heart and soul well i have and i have just been crushed i mean y did i have to go to the mall and have to see that i mean it just kills me i mean u love someone and then u have to let them go because if u dont then they will end up hurting u even more than ever and it will suck bamboo balls well i have just been crushed worst than ever i mean this is like almost the worst i have ever been i mean they were my whole life i mean i loved them with all my heart and now look wat they did to me i mean for like about 3 months i gave them everything everything they need and they just take it away and crush my heart in tiny little pieces in a matter of 1 action of 1 minute i mean wat u did that person was sacred and was meant for me not them i cant believe u ur a fuckin asshole and if ur readin this we are threw cause im tired of this i can hardly deal with the pain it hurts so much ok and i mean i cant believe it i mean u just i dont know i just dont know how u could do that after all the words after everything u did after everything u said after every gift u gave me does it even mean anything to u or is it just shit to u cause to me it hurts like a mother fucker!!!!!!!

wow im so funny im like right now listenin to christmas songs they they r so ghetto.  ya know wat i mean it sso funny hehehe.im so weird im like walkin around the house in high heels and im like gonna trip i swear hahah i say i swear alot how funny is that hahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!    i saw mommy kissing santa claus underneath the misle to last night.   hehehe i love that song im gonna tell my daddy hahahah thats the best and also love all i wat for christmas is u hahah!!! u guys know who i want oh yea u guys know who i want hahah i love being weird haha well luv yas!!!!

Wow today i loved so much!!!  i got so many hugs from people and it was so fun i felt so special but i tripped alot today and i was called a gremlin.   but it was all good ya know wat i mean hahah im so weird the weirdo club.   yea i have gonnorea hahaha no im jk thats wat std i have for religion.  hhahaha rnt i so funny i know hahahah.   Well everything is goin good in life now and i just got some really good news about this one person and it makes me happy yup yup charlie hahahaha thats a code name. well ya today was fun hugs r good very good make people feel happy wow i sound like tarzan wow im weird hahaha weirdo club hahahah wow im strange well luv yas